In recent times I have been wrangling somewhat with the question of why The Morrigan called me. I’m 5ft nothing and every inch not a fighter of any kind. I was recently heard bemoaning to a fellow devotee that I want to live my life from a place of peace and compassion and I don’t understand why She has called me.
This morning my Facebook feed is full of news about an Alt-Right rally that took place in Charlottesvile, Virginia in the US. A large group of people marched and shouted Nazi slogans. When a peaceful protest came together in response a man got in a car and drove into those protestors, killing one and injuring many others.
In the shower this morning I realised in a flash that I am called because I want nothing less than a peaceful, compassionate and healthy world, where every living, sentient being has value and can live safely. The only way I am going to get this is if I fight for it. This is what I believe I am fighting for, this is what I believe She wants from me.
Now there will be those in Her community who will say they believe the same, and yet there is often racist, sexist, misogynistic and bigoted talk in Her communities. People who say they are Her devoted and yet believe that People of Colour and Trans Folx and anyone else who is Other in some way should not exist.
If the world you are fighting for is not one in which every living, sentient being has value and can live safely in a peaceful, compassionate and healthy world then I think its time you asked yourself why not.
Sometimes in Her communities there can be heard the cry of, why are we fighting each other, why are we fighting amongst ourselves. Well, we will keep fighting amongst ourselves until we are all fighting for the right of every living, sentient being to have value and live safely in a peaceful, compassionate and healthy world.
I don’t want to fight with my fellow devoted. If I have to fight, if I have to be Her warrior in this lifetime, then I want to fight for my right to live a peaceful and compassionate life and for everyone – EVERYONE – to be able to do the same. How about you?
(c) Awen Clement – August 2017